After so long, i finally knew how being left alone feels.
How expectations fail and friendships thought through.
1 week w/o them doesn't seem much initially.
but the moment i didn't see them and knew they didn't include me.
it hurts.



Alone.
Maybe this is a reminder from God.
Maybe i'm just being paranoid.
Maybe i have (as Josc said) a sensitive heart.
Woah, this big guy has a sensitive heart.

Lost and insecure, who found me? who finds me?

We're all on this journey, but are we alone.
I look for the lonely and talk to them.
Who looks out for me?
Who notices that i'm alone wandering outside.
Through the glass window.
No one.

Where are you? and I'm so sorry.

I find my own comfort.
after contemplating for sometime.
though i know if you guys have been here.
i wouldn't feel this way.
or at least i would have made plans.
i thought we were tight?
Maybe not as much.

When our lives are done.

Didn't think you guys meant that much to me.
Didn't think i didn't mean anything to you.
Guess we ARE all alone in this world.
What a "ME" generation.
As long as i have plans,
I dun care what your plans are.
At least ask.
Its the least you can do.

Please don't put your lives in the hands, of a Rock 'n Roll Band.

Crap.
Party like a rock star is coming.
I'm not prepared.
My band's not prepared.
What a Night Flight.
Wonder how it'll be.
i'm scared.

Why you'd have to wait?
To find me
To find me.




-Platty

1 more month till i'm back to studying, even though now i work at ngee ann instead, still feels stupid.. haha!

ALRIGHT ALL YOU CYF-ers!

PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR
1st August 2009
6pm



My band is performing! hhaha, gaarreeennntttteedddd to bbllooww yyouu awaayy...

(That is if the acoustics in the room doesn't SUCK!)


I MISS IFW!
 

Have you ever wondered what if?

Have you ever walked home and pondered...

Have you ever been an unaware thief?

Stole something you didn't even know?

Been caught in the middle and thought

"I don't need to take this"

Been drown out and said

"Whatever, I want no part in this"

Through Poker i learnt, Losing is part of Winning.

Failing is part of succeeding

Apathy is part of loving

Pain is part of recovery

Being a Retard is part of growing up.

Don't blame the young, they're young.



 

Just you and me...

all other people...

With nothing to do...

I'm probably missing YC like mad.. i wish so much to go.. but! God wills!
I'll be praying for them all the way!!

Work now is very boring, apparently, i'm just playing poker with my seniors.. i'm like 200k lo! WAHA!

YOL is coming up, after that would be the 1st August, PLAR which my new band is taking part.. haiz, i need to buck up and vocals and guitaring and my keyboarding... on top of that i have internship! GAHH!

I have not had to chance to rant to Josceline yet, that i feel sad about. nonetheless sheena was being such a darling,she made like the best ever pancakes i ever ate ( maybe cause its made with <3) lol! so Ah Beng!

Thats all for now! count down to 5.30am!

Ppy has been thinking...(he is always thinking but thats not the point)

How many times must people get their heart broken before they learn....


What it truly means to say I love you

"God's ways are so far above our ways as the heavens are above the seas"

God's magnanimous love, we shall exemplify

so that the devil himself, has no power over us.

In the end, forever, you and I will be in either Heaven or Hell. Period.

-Ppy

Perry bought new Head-Phones!
I LIKE!

Perry today realized that there are close ones in his life, he can't see, being part of his future. Say in 10years time?
This makes him sad!

nonetheless,

A friend once agreed with me

"Apathy is key"
 

-Ppy

    Perry has come to realize that there are somethings that disgust him, and when that happens, he will shun away from the person is the act of it, regardless of how close he is to her... He does not know why, for example, ok nevermind, no example... Recently, i've been caught up with church stuff, that it feels so familiar.. One thing that troubles me now is the exclusiveness of ###, haiz, maybe jaf can give me a good explaination tonight!

I taught Jared and Marc last night, had so many things running through my mind (Guitar riffs, Drum progression tabs etc..) i'm glad i taught what i could, the rest is up to practice. Whats up with Belle and Fan? disgusting... Its Tuesday! my Final Theory Test is tomorrow and i hope i pass!! WAHA! there's ED tonight and i'm not singing, so don't feel like going..

I miss my schooling days, after prac last night, Ben Chan came to join  jared, fan and i for dinner, and he's gg in June 11, and Marc Lim June12.. makes me think about my turn next year.. damn! i'm tired now, feel so sleepy!

Alritey! all you ppl reading this blog, do join YC in prayer eeverynight! 1 our father, 1 hail mary and 1 glory be for YC camp! !

Paranoid to the max!
Funny how we look up to ppl the same way ppl look up to us, but we never seem to realize it?
Funny look we always become the people we detest the most?
Funny how when ppl play our role in the social network we tend to become defensive?
Funny how as you read this you're wondering, what the hell is he talking about?

WAHA! Work is driving me nuts... ED last night was so "watever" yepp..it was not a typo, it was a "watever" not a "whatever"
Stop rubbing your eyes, there's no typo, i mean it. I just took what they gave me and sang, couldn't be bothered anyway..
There's gonna be soccer tonight at East Coast, till 2am..DAMN! then tml must go out with sheena, then need to print the tickets for ED fundraiser, phew! many things to do, maybe i'll ask Mel to print the tickets herself during weekdays. Cashed in my cheque yesterday, Monday my bank will be richer by anoth 420=) heh!

Right now, i'm missing alot of people, other than sheena of course, if i stop missing her, she'll kill me.

I mean, i was taking out my stuff from the cupboard above my wardrobe when i was thinking to myself " My room doesn't have a clock, WAIT MY ROOM DOESN'T HAVE A CLOCK!" Thats why i'm always late=X just kidding. Just then i saw  a teddy bear with a clock in its belly area, and i remembered, Ling gave me that for my birthday 2 years ago! damn, how time flies.. i took it out place the batteries in and placed it on my table=)

Was looking thr facebook when i commented on Jia Ying's post. And truly i say i miss her, (maybe i might write a song for her, my jie). but i know if we were to meet up, it would be so awkward because our wavelengths are so different already, we use to be so alike, so understandable, to the point she could read my mind, literally. i'm happy she's doing well though=)

Next on my list is the girl that gave me tons of worries, tons of problems, almost lost her, she whines too much, too emotional, too much of a BABY! and is the current President of Cyf CoreTeam '08/09. Josceline Alexis Foo Qing Hua. Now where do i begin.. ok ended...
Just kidding, She has been the friend i've always needed, but i think it came to be this way because one point of time, we both had no one else is church other than each other, how long ago was that? I miss her though, but i'm still glad i'm not her boyfriendXD WAHA!anyways, moving on... I'm truly worried for her post-CYF life, i doubt she will stay in the youth scene, and i feel its my job and duty to make sure she stays.. i've lost too many cat class friends throughout all these years, though you say we will never drift.. trust me, i know better...

-Perry Peter Yeo
 

Its times like these that i find Booker T's trademark quote making perfect sense.


"Don't hate the Playa, Hate the Game"


i mean, fuck it.. chee bye, if i'm so fucking replaceable then go ahead. i didn't even feel like coming in the first place...
I swear the __  wasn't what i expected it to be! Fucking structureless, spinal-less, group that relies simply on what we feel like doing that day. When we don't improve, they comes down on us. Ka ni na.. i mean, after a fucking day at work, all i wanna fucking do is come down and relax, but NOOOO, "no fucking way" chee bye, come down still must hear their bull shit. Do what they tell me also wrong, try something else also wrong, give opinion kana shoot down, then they keep asking do you all have any input? Fuck you! Quit saying it for the sake of saying it if you're gonna fucking shoot it down. Ka ni na bu chao chee bye bo bei bo bu si bei si bu Fuck you! i swear the way they run things is so disorganize. WHAT THE FUCK . and somemore the people there are suppose to be more mature and open minded. "WHAT CAN'T YOU BE FUCKING OPEN"

Don't get me wrong, i'm cool with the people, in fact i can safely say i love them alot. I just loathe the way they run things. The first fuckking day already feels like a ct mtg.. chee bye..
 

K!

Perry is laughing his ass off reading Chuck Norris facts!

"Outer Space exists because its afraid to be on the same planet as Chuck Norris"

"Chuck Norris destroyed the periodic table, because he only recognizes the element of surprise"

Oh my TIAN! WAHAAHA!!

As usual i just realise that un-emo blogs are normally very short..
WAHA! why eh? who invented blogging in the first place? hmmm..

PERRY SHALL GO INVESTIGATE!

an Easter day I'm waiting for
My friends around me, short and tall
All look forward to the risen Lord
But I feel everything hasn't changed alot

Fasting makes you a stronger person
But if you fast the same things every year
What difference does it make?
So what is Easter without Lent?
Sun without Rain?
Love without Apathy?
Happiness without Sadness?

Love is all but not lost.

Have faith.

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No words can describe how much i wanna go for ED tonight and sing my heart out!
 

ED has play a big part of my life, letting me express myself n music=)


I havent been praying much, maybe i should spend some Quiet time with God.

A Quiet time is all i need
A Quiet time of prayer
A Quiet time of meditation
He will meet me there

fam·i·ly

Two or more people who share goals and values, have long-term commitments to one another, and reside usually in the same dwelling place.