After so long, i finally knew how being left alone feels.
How expectations fail and friendships thought through.
1 week w/o them doesn't seem much initially.
but the moment i didn't see them and knew they didn't include me.
it hurts.



Alone.
Maybe this is a reminder from God.
Maybe i'm just being paranoid.
Maybe i have (as Josc said) a sensitive heart.
Woah, this big guy has a sensitive heart.

Lost and insecure, who found me? who finds me?

We're all on this journey, but are we alone.
I look for the lonely and talk to them.
Who looks out for me?
Who notices that i'm alone wandering outside.
Through the glass window.
No one.

Where are you? and I'm so sorry.

I find my own comfort.
after contemplating for sometime.
though i know if you guys have been here.
i wouldn't feel this way.
or at least i would have made plans.
i thought we were tight?
Maybe not as much.

When our lives are done.

Didn't think you guys meant that much to me.
Didn't think i didn't mean anything to you.
Guess we ARE all alone in this world.
What a "ME" generation.
As long as i have plans,
I dun care what your plans are.
At least ask.
Its the least you can do.

Please don't put your lives in the hands, of a Rock 'n Roll Band.

Crap.
Party like a rock star is coming.
I'm not prepared.
My band's not prepared.
What a Night Flight.
Wonder how it'll be.
i'm scared.

Why you'd have to wait?
To find me
To find me.




-Platty

1 more month till i'm back to studying, even though now i work at ngee ann instead, still feels stupid.. haha!

ALRIGHT ALL YOU CYF-ers!

PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR
1st August 2009
6pm



My band is performing! hhaha, gaarreeennntttteedddd to bbllooww yyouu awaayy...

(That is if the acoustics in the room doesn't SUCK!)


I MISS IFW!
 

Have you ever wondered what if?

Have you ever walked home and pondered...

Have you ever been an unaware thief?

Stole something you didn't even know?

Been caught in the middle and thought

"I don't need to take this"

Been drown out and said

"Whatever, I want no part in this"

Through Poker i learnt, Losing is part of Winning.

Failing is part of succeeding

Apathy is part of loving

Pain is part of recovery

Being a Retard is part of growing up.

Don't blame the young, they're young.



 

Just you and me...

all other people...

With nothing to do...

I'm probably missing YC like mad.. i wish so much to go.. but! God wills!
I'll be praying for them all the way!!

Work now is very boring, apparently, i'm just playing poker with my seniors.. i'm like 200k lo! WAHA!

YOL is coming up, after that would be the 1st August, PLAR which my new band is taking part.. haiz, i need to buck up and vocals and guitaring and my keyboarding... on top of that i have internship! GAHH!

I have not had to chance to rant to Josceline yet, that i feel sad about. nonetheless sheena was being such a darling,she made like the best ever pancakes i ever ate ( maybe cause its made with <3) lol! so Ah Beng!

Thats all for now! count down to 5.30am!

Ppy has been thinking...(he is always thinking but thats not the point)

How many times must people get their heart broken before they learn....


What it truly means to say I love you

"God's ways are so far above our ways as the heavens are above the seas"

God's magnanimous love, we shall exemplify

so that the devil himself, has no power over us.

In the end, forever, you and I will be in either Heaven or Hell. Period.

-Ppy